No one would call me
just to ask how my day was
and then fall asleep.
ive really been on one lately. since friday I cut meat and porn out of my life and its been getting to me i guess. but the other day i got a lot high and sent this big fuck you message to my ex about how we should have a family by now and how she fucked up and all this and it was out there. so i spent all day at work arguing with her over that.
so i dont know. im acting out and dont care because at least its interesting.
stay tuned for more bad decisions.
I feel like I saw 5 years into my future when I read this.